another day…
well, i never did get around to cleaning the shower the other day. don’t know what i did, but i managed to distract myself. see, i’m smarter than i look :-p
anyhoo, here we are, another day. working on top of the world i was today, but not necessarily feeling on top of it. get the generally scary feeling that the world is passing me by. i’m *reasonably* sure it isn’t, but when i see other people doing things i want to do, i get scared that i’m missing out.
i also get jealous, which kinda suprises me, but also kinda not. i’m not typically a jealous person, “or am i”, as a friend of mine says (a lot). i’m sure i’m not, i mean my ex is going out w a good friend ffs, and lives in my building, so ued think that if i was jealous there’d be issues. well, ok, there were, but different ones i think. for example, feelings of abandonment are not jealousy.
anyway, i’ve just decided that this is not the place to talk about this. nowhere is. if u missed my random tweets over the last two or three months, then too bad. shud’ve been on twitter shudn’t you!
not really, actually, i’m sure that for everyone else it was really fucking boring!! :-) meh, care not. i have less to hide now cos of that, and for that i’m pleased.
cheerio!
